On my way to a healthy and happy life!!

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- 21
- from Austria
- recovering from anorexia
- currently struggling with a stressful job/uni leading to constant under eating during the day and binging in the evening
- I am 5'9'' tall and to reach my healthy (weight restored) weight I need to gain about 5 kg…but I am aiming to gain about 7-10 to have a little "backup fat storage"

Looking forward to my salad nom nom will have bread aside of course;)

Looking forward to my salad nom nom will have bread aside of course;)

— 12 hours ago with 3 notes
#ed recovery  #intake 
Anonymous asked: Im now in recovery trying to make it trough the days the beltway i can. I have still a long way to go but i have many doubts and I'm scared about my body changing not necessarily about gaining weight. I don't care about the number is mostly about change it terrifies me like hell. I just want to be better and I want to be the best I can. My question is if in the future my boobs will grow again as they where before. I mean my body will be again recover as a woman or just a big massive thing...


Answer:

edrecoveryproblems:

I promise that weight gain isn’t going to turn you into this vague ‘thing’ you’re fearing. You are a human being! You are a woman! The weight will distribute normally in time, and there is no possibility that it will turn you into anything but a proportionally healthy person. 

Weight gain won’t turn you into a monster. It’s weight you need to gain. Weight that will make you a healthy, normally shaped woman.

– Nathan

— 12 hours ago with 2 notes
ouch

do not know what s going on but I feel so weak today :(

— 13 hours ago with 1 note
#ed recovery  #personal 
dailyoats:

Banana oats with peach, pomegranate seeds and peanut butter

dailyoats:

Banana oats with peach, pomegranate seeds and peanut butter

— 22 hours ago with 37 notes
Thhis plus 2 pita breads and cheddar for dinner ;)

Thhis plus 2 pita breads and cheddar for dinner ;)

— 1 day ago with 1 note
#dinner  #ed recovery  #intake 
Just put my tuna pasta bake into the oven!

cannot wait to get it out there sooooon and eat it all :D

— 1 day ago with 1 note
#ed recovery  #food 
Anonymous asked: Domt worry Hun, if you want it eat it. You've deprived your body for so long you deserve food, you are not binging you're just hungry! :)


Answer:

I hope so! :) but thanks so much for your reply :D

— 1 day ago